24th March 2010 (12am)

Hello to u.:) if im not mistaken this is my 5th piece of blog since i started.
Since i have u, i wont say that i feel much better but i do like to express my feeling u everyday, i think i might be one of a good way to release myself.
and its a place where i can actually note everything down so that i wont forget, especially about me n u.

i've forgotten to note it down at the previous blog. That evening, when u said that u were hungry, i cooked mi goreng for u, i feel 'xin fu',
i like preparing food for u, i like doing everything for u and another MOST important thing is... u asked me to wear ur belt for u:). this is da first time i wore it for u, da feeling is like hmm... u noe what i wnna say, i like that feel... i miss that ...i wanna be da one who always wash ur clothes, prepare meals for u, bath u, wear ur tie, belts for u, clean up everything for u, share ur happiness and will be by ur side when u r down...

i asked for a hug before u left, ur hug is not reli tight enuf, but i feel safe, i feel nice... when u smile at me before u leave, i was sad. i was happy when u told me that u smile coz u see me... and coz we spent that 2 days together... if u r willing to take me back, i wld spent my life with u....i promise....

i love u...always...